Lifting Your Veil: Surviving the Ascension Process
October 2005
Lisa Renee
As I awoke today I felt a sense of urgency, anxiety and even panic. My heart was beating fast. I looked outside to see a beautiful orange morning sun with its streaming rays highlighting the clouds of the storm just passed. I became aware that my cellular body was vibrating with a knowingness of something inexpressible, some level of new energetic information holding such vastness that it felt all-encompassing. I looked outside the window again to see this magnificent view on the horizon as if it would reassure that part within me that everything is okay, everything is peaceful. All things will be all right. I was somewhat bewildered at this cellular response of deep anxiety, when I genuinely could feel in my heart that I had so much to be grateful for. I spent the morning breathing in the sensation of peace and cultivating greater acceptance and gratitude for all of the wonderful things showing up in my life.
I could not help but feel the sense that all of us are feeling the weight of the intensity of change during the Ascension, and grappling with these unruly or fearful unexplored parts of ourselves. All of these personalities, all of these hats, all of these labels that we wear as human beings. Mother, father, teacher, healer, child, sage, emissary, innocent fool, spiritual warrior, business person, spouse, partner, who am I today? Why do I feel as if I am inside a pressure cooker? I cannot see this pot that I am getting cooked in, yet I surely feel the temperature rising to a most uncomfortable level! What are we being prepared for on this earth? Why do I feel that my body is scared and anxious of what's to come?
Many of us, especially those reading, are acutely aware that we are experiencing a huge consciousness shift on this planet for humanity and for all life forms. We can feel our multidimensional selves coming online, as these aspects are beginning to integrate within us we are more fully aware of the many sensations and presences we had not noticed before. For those of you that are not clear yet or able to identify who that multidimensional part of yourself is, just tune into the new and different, sometimes odd yet familiar new sensations, thoughts and emotions that you are experiencing daily as you change. It is You and it is New.
So much of what we used to do, what we used to be, what brought enjoyment for us as a person just does not and will not work anymore! Some of these realizations are painfully frustrating while others bring us great joy. It seems to be the time for some training wheels for the new bike or some arm puffers to keep us afloat in the deep end of the pool. If I could only figure out if I am on the asphalt or in the water, is my next best guess!
Here Comes the Flood
The sensation of energetic coaxing to transform is building momentum and in its forced acceleration, feels to be flooding the Earth. The floodgates are open and humanity's awakening is being hugely accelerated. What has been largely experienced as subtle and ethereal, or an intangible sense to those on the path of conscious awakening, has now shifted to become greatly apparent to many others. We are being reminded that this process of transformation is no longer avoidable, that we cannot hide from our creations or sweep our imbalances under the rug for much longer. The whole of creation including the planetary body is actively assisting us with our transfiguration process, to fully embody the divine truth spirit residing within us. Unraveling us further, to reveal the deepest levels of integrity and the profoundly magnificent awakening of our authentic selves, to access the unlimited consciousness within to manifest our true soul desires. As we recognize that divine intelligence is not outside of us, but rather exists in every atom and cell of our physical bodies, our revelatory consciousness experience awaits us!
It sounds so wonderful, so incredible to take part in this transformation! The embodying of divinity as the divine destiny of human kind, any person would want that. Bring it On! Then why can this process hurt so much, and why is it so confusing?
We are brought to the realization of the painful fear surfacing inside the chaos, while understanding that the forces of chaos are inherent in all levels of transformation. And here we find ourselves, standing in the forces of chaos as a part of the process of our earthly Transmogrification, as every cell in our body is being completely and I mean COMPLETELY reorganized!
Main Entry: trans•mog•ri•fy Etymology: origin unknown transitive senses: to change or alter greatly and often with grotesque or humorous effect/ intransitive senses: to become transmogrified synonym see TRANSFORM. Even Merriam-Webster does not know the origin of this word! Quite frankly I think we ALL could use a bit of humor in our personal transmogrification just about now!
It is clear we must learn to become comfortable with the chaos, to remain calm inside of the eye of the hurricane. The keynote for these times is becoming more and more adaptable and flexible. With our new heightened senses of perception, we can now sense this chaos just about everywhere around us! And with that being said, repeat after me "Chaos is My Friend!"
Manifestation, A.A., B.A., M.A., Ph.d
As our planetary awakening increases, every soul will seek greater understanding and ultimately freedom from the manipulation and control stemming from their fearful human negative egos. And to be liberated from the control of humans seeking to manipulate others, from their own selfish fearful human egos. As evidenced by many, we are in the heat of this battle now. The internal armageddon has begun for so many of us, which is the battle of the ego shadow self vs. the higher self, christ mind. This question is constantly surfacing for our review, Whom will we serve? The playing field gets trickier during ascension, as the consequences of our choices greatly intensify into active manifestation. There is no rest for the spiritually weary as we come to understand that there are NO neutral thoughts.
Humanity must learn the discipline of controlling impulses that lead to thoughts and feelings, as well as how to direct the focus of where we place our attention. The higher dimensions are subjected to the natural laws, where forms of thought create instant manifestation.
Manifestation occurs by using focused thought substance, the raw materials energized by our emotional bodies natural state when we feel the joy of creating, which is the inspiration of vital forces. Developing control over our mind is the critical factor in our ascension and transformation process. The skill set of directing our attention is necessary in our cellular transfiguration, to experience these higher realms of co-creating and manifestation. Hence, human beings are getting the quick study in learning the Art of Manifestation. And this is not a basic course study, this is going from kindergarten to master or graduate level in a short time frame. And on some days this earth school curriculum is tough!
When we perpetually turn our attention to the patterns of perfection that are inherently within our Higher Self and Christ Mind, we place ourselves in service to our highest selves and we magnetize our ultimate manifestations. Our light can then flow into these patterns of perfection empowering them without limit, while the appearance of imperfection that conflicts with those patterns start to dissolve. When this process is happening, day by day we build the positive power within our consciousness that transcends negativity or adversity.
We must remember that when focusing or obsessing on our fears held by the shadow self, it may manifest the very things that frighten us. It weakens our energy field and opens us to negativity. However, there is a balance to this process of clearing fear that is very important. It is not productive to deny negativity or evil for that matter, when it does exist in this reality and does impact us every day in the world. I am definitely a proponent of informed awareness by comprehending the dynamics which we as humans are subjected to, but without feeding fear. Ultimately, there is nothing to fear as the permanence of who we really are cannot be threatened.
However, we are now facing all of these fears that we have felt and experienced from our human limitations and hidden history on the earth, that is recorded in our cells. As we feel and face our fears, this is 99% of the Ascension and spiritual evolution process that we are currently undergoing. This is why it can be so challenging some days playing our part in committing to releasing emotional conflicts and fear. Some days I am praying for a reset button. However, we are smack dab in the center of awakening and this is a crucial part of our transformation process, in embodying our multidimensional being. And this time at the end of the cycle, we are playing this game all the way to the finish line.
Thus, we must become more comfortable facing fear as a part of the spectrum of emotion in our human experience, without getting caught up in it. The more comfortable we become facing fear, the less fear we will come to face.
Game Over - Fear Reset Button
Those of you not privy to the Core Fear Removal Program, Cord Cutting Visualization and the Emotional Release Newsletter from my archives and would like it, please see the ES Core Triad practices. These have been powerful tools for many of my clients, including myself. At times I had to force my ego out of the way, in what it thought was a productive use of my time, and discipline myself to actually focus or lay down somewhere during the day to complete the exercise. It is worth it.
The Paper Bag Syndrome
Right now, many of us are in the most intense layers of our personal transformation process and emotional healing and it can be exhausting. Not only are we doing our own emotional release work, but now other humans near us seem to need help more than ever! Our phones are ringing off the hook, people need counsel and advice! Those awakening seem to act as an info hub directing others to their next destination. Even as simple as directing someone to the nearest gas station, seems to be your singled task on the street while in the company of hundreds around you. Are you wearing a uniform? How do they know you have the answer to their question?
I want to congratulate those of you experiencing this as you must acknowledge your mastery and that you are more together than you believe yourself to be. You are vibrating higher. You are learning to be a Master. Own it.
So as we own and stand in our master-hood, it does seem curious that so many of us feel we could not manifest ourselves out of a paper bag these days. So many things in our lives feel disorienting and off schedule. It sends a rather mixed message doesn't it? Oh Divine Multidimensional God-Self, are you manifesting here in this density or on the 122nd dimension? We keep checking our inner reality next to the outer reality and that duality is still there! How can that be? Are we just here for the purpose of standing on the sidewalk and directing people to the next cross street?
With my old financial background in Lisa Part One lifetime, this brings me to the concept of analyzing the gap. Somehow we are over here, looking at what it looks like over there. We can see, feel, taste and just about sit on this new reality and yet we open our eyes wide enough and it disappears from view. We start to over analyze everything we did or did not do here, to make that new reality over there become a clear manifestation into the now time density. There is still a Gap. And if it’s not on our time table or we experienced it in the past, we mentally beat ourselves up for our less than perfect manifestation skills. Many people have felt they are doing something wrong.
Little did we know that the spiritual foundation is being built for something so vast, so huge, it is inexpressible. The quantum leap in evolution for untold amounts of life forms is opening huge opportunities for us, to play and experience in a completely new paradigm. The groundwork we are laying at this time is way beyond our belief system in its scope and impact. It is not up to us as the ego self, to interfere with the creation mechanics of multidimensional Ascension of an entire species, let alone the planetary and Universal body. For goodness sakes, let's settle down. I think we can live with a transition gap of time into our new reality. Let us learn the art of surrender and relax a bit.
We are at a fulcrum of very interesting energy dynamics from a dimensional reality perspective. This phase transition is something that we have been preparing and training for, for quite a while. We are much closer than ever before to a new reality and yet it still feels elusive and ambiguous. That divine paradox seems to be amplified at all levels of what we are experiencing in our lives. Our mouths are watering for something delectable and delicious, yet we have no clue what we are about to taste or swallow.
However, we are getting clearer and clearer every day about our choices, decisions and what lies within as our own personal integrity and spiritual truth. We are cleaning up layer upon layer of goo and grime from our subconscious, inner child and even the collective unconscious mind. Even the ancestors are showing up when they can, with an etheric dust-buster helping us with the necessary vacuuming and spiritual house cleaning.
The Universe is waiting for us to be fully present, fully aware and fully brilliant as the points of light and truth that we really are. You know, those so called Gods in Amnesia. And yet we still don't just believe it could be true. We have one toe in and one toe out, and well it feels good, but it sometimes feels too good to be true. We are at the next levels of fully embracing the experiential components of our multidimensional God being, rather than just intellectualizing it. When we are the God being-ness, that is when the limits are off with no holds barred. And that's where we are now.
Let's all stand up together as we are all here as One! There is no sense manifesting this amazing new reality from impatience. Then when you do wake up to your God being-ness saying, Oh my, that is not what I really wanted! We must be crystal clear in our focus as responsible manifesters and co-creators, in divine perfection and harmlessness to all creation. This is a direct function of our spiritual initiation in embodying our divinity, then it becomes effortless. Until then we are still in training, so let's have some humor and fun with it all. Slaving over the makings of a Hot Universe takes a lot of ingredients, love and possibly, simmering.
Admittedly, I am still simmering and inviting the rest of my fellow simmerers to come join the pot. We are here together. It's New and its You! I love you guys.
Until then stay in the luminosity of your Heart and Soul Path, We Are here as One!
Lisa Renee
Lifting Your Veil: Surviving the Ascension Process